
Name: Hotaru Shimazu
Pronouns: She/her
Nationality: Hingan
Home: Ishgard
Profession: Esoteric Scholar, Miko, Sorceress.
Orientation: Sapphic
Yharnem Books & Rarities is nestled into an obscure corner of Ishgard, too far from the Jeweled Crozier for her select clients' tastes, and too far from the Brume for Hotaru's worries about her most venerable customers. A heavily built stone and slat structure, it exudes the same guarded warmth its proprietess does to strangers meeting her for the first time.To a new visitor, the shop appears to be a comfortably unfocused purveyor of anything even faintly mysterious. Multitudinous books, alchemist tinctures, apothecarian remedies, and a few curio antiques fill its shelves and spill onto the counters. A warm fire, mug of tea, and bare seating welcome most interlopers, a privilege governed by flashing violet eyes and the unearthly white glimmers within obsidian scales that seem to move on their own to unsettle the unwelcome. The scales and horns, mild exotic accent, and her curious habit of bowing to any she considers familiar mark her foreignness to the city and even the continent. Despite her strangeness, Hotaru seems unable to turn away those desperate enough to find her shop for basic medicine -- from a lanolin salve for frostbite to 'ginger stones' that will make hot water fume and emit hot vapors to clear the sinuses and lungs of a ragged cough.To those with a letter of introduction and the means to request a "consultation", however, Hotaru and her shop are purveyors of curiosities, relics, and the forbidden. A minor heretic relic? Books banned by the Church? An heirloom lost to the ice and snow in the Calamity? If Hotaru does not possess a thing, she seems able to reach into the world and find a path to its acquisition. There are limits, of course -- some things cannot go unnoticed no matter how discrete the client. She does not simply dazzle with tales, any of her "upstairs" clients can expect a thorough provenance to an artifact or curio, whether on her shelf or acquired at request.
Hi there! I'm May, and Hotaru is my beloved muse.Yes she IS a Sailor Saturn expy, but it started as weird AU fanfiction and it's only gotten further from canon since. So those parallels you're seeing are very real, but also not something you should rely on.Most of my stories and themes around her involve horror, violence, cults, stalking, paranoia, body horror, and an obsession with world building.About that world building: I have a headcanon section on this carrd. I don't expect anyone to know it/remember it, but I'd recommend giving it a glance through for things that might come flying out of left field in case they're an issue you'd like to bring up.While I'm happy to involve and regularly might portray regressive, racist, patriarchal, classist, homophobic, ableist etc etc themes in a story, none of these are okay outside the story. I also understand it's possible to accidentally offend each other without thinking, so I try to be understanding and...Communicate, communicate, communicate! Do you not like something? Are you confused about something? Did I absolutely lose you in an insane labyrinth of my own inward referencing terms and ideas? Please! Tell me! Let's talk about it! Despite how much of a verbal steamroller I might seem on occasion, I absolutely do not mind rephrasing, re-explaining, or trying to figure something out together. I get as much sense of accomplishment from solving this as I do from things going perfectly. It's weird....Speaking of, sometimes I will rephrase things three times, or more, going in my own little circle. If it feels like I am repetitively hammering you with something... yeah, I'm sorry, you might need to stop me, or wait until I realize what I'm doing. But I really don't mean to be browbeating you.Adult themes! Other story things! I'm absolutely open to romantic and sexual themes or topics in roleplay. They do probably require some extra out of character handling/communication just to be sure we're all on the same page. There is a 'central canon' Hotaru attached to my main Free Company crowd, and depending on how a story/interaction is set up and proceeds, we may or may not be writing in a totally separated branch from that.And lastly... I can be a flake sometimes. I'm sorry. I try to communicate around it, but life, depression, and the creative process just are what they are, sadly. If it becomes a source of frustration and bad feelings, I'd rather remain friendly contacts than drag someone through it. So, communicate, please!
Her Shop (Ishgard)
Her Friends (A museum in Ul'dah)
Her Other Home (Kugane)
That One Time She Did Some Freak Thing (too many)This section is still to be worked on.
My IshgardYharnem Moon ClansHingan Clerical TraditionsThis section is still to be worked on.